My Misanthropy Eats Me Alive

Fort Wayne, Indiana. Musician. Tattooed. Nerd. 23. Single.

hundreadth asked: You're lame.

Yeah yeah, I know. 

Watched Bloodsport last night. Forgot how terrifying this man was. 

Watched Bloodsport last night. Forgot how terrifying this man was. 

Anonymous asked: Yellow, blue, violet

5 turn ons: Lip biting is a big one. Roughhousing is another one, I’ve never sincerely roughhoused with a girl without it escalating in a very fun way. A nice pair of legs. Leg man for life. Messing with the back/nape of my neck. It’s stupid sensitive and sets me off. And a nice smile. I’m SUCH a sucker for a pretty smile. 

3 fears: I have some of the best friends I could ever ask for. Dying last is a fear of mine, and I hate it. The idea of having to see the people I cherish most in my life die, kills me. Storms and Heights. The last two aren’t super uncommon, but I feel like a little girl about them haha. 

1 think I love: Papaw. He is my entire world, hands down the most important person in my entire life. The man raised me to be the man I am today, and I feel like I didn’t turn out half bad. The thought that someday I might be a quarter of the man he is, is what motivates me to get out of bed every morning. I’d be lost without him. 

Anonymous asked: Lulz heard one of your exs is prego. How do you feel about that man?

I guess I’m happy for her. It’s not what I wanted out of life at the time, but it’s what she always wanted. We had a shitty relationship, to be honest, and a lot was wrong haha. I don’t have any hard feelings. In fact, knowing that this is what she wanted all along, I’m happy for her. 

Lets do this?

  • red: seven insecurities
  • orange: six fears
  • yellow: five turn ons
  • green: four life goals
  • blue: three fears
  • indigo: two weaknesses
  • violet: one thing i love

questions actually worth answering

  • 1: Apart from tumblr, what do you like to do in your spare time?
  • 2: Name a favorite of each: food, drink, color.
  • 3: If you married rich and your spouse gave you $100,000 a week, what would you spend it on?
  • 4: Name a favorite of each: book, movie, tv show.
  • 5: If you were given the opportunity to spend 48 hours with absolutely anyone (living or dead), who would you spend it with and what would you do?
  • 6: Name a LEAST favorite of each: food, drink, color.
  • 7: What do you spend most of your money on?
  • 8: What kind of underwear do you prefer wearing?
  • 9: Name a LEAST favorite of each: book, movie, tv show.
  • 10: If you were sat on a plane beside your favorite celebrity, what would you do?
  • 11: What is the strangest thing you have in your room? (You are not allowed to explain why you own it.)
  • 12: What is a weird habit you have, or people have told you have. (Weird, not bad. No nail biting or any of that nonsense.)
  • 13: What would you consider to be the biggest insult to yourself?
  • 14: What are five things you absolutely have to have in your dream house?
  • 15: If you could be reincarnated as any animal, which would you chose and why?
  • 16: Which band (current or past) would you want to go on tour* with? (*Travel with, not preform with.)
  • 17: Name a favorite of each: band, album, song.
  • 18: Why is your favorite band your favorite?
  • 19: How many concerts have you attended? Which was your favorite? Least favorite? If none, who do you want to see live the most?
  • 20: What is one of your favorite song lyrics? (Who is it by?)
  • 21: Who do you ship?
  • 22: What band merch do you own? If any, whose is it and when did you get it? If none, whose do you wish you owned?
  • 23: How did you learn of the band that is currently your favorite?
  • 24: What celebrity do you idolize the most?
  • 25: Which member from which band would you most want to lather in nutella?

Anonymous asked: 11,13,39

11. Honestly, no. And I know that the only person who can change it, or let myself be happy is me, rada rada, so I’m working on it. I am a lot happier than I was about a year ago, though. 

13. Went to work. Went home from work. Sang with Wes and Jared in our living room. 

39. I don’t really want to name names on this one lol.  

Anonymous asked: Who do you like?

A girl. 

Anonymous asked: 10 12 16 18

10. Yeah, kinda. But such is life, I guess.

12. There’s a lot of things I’d like to say to a lot of people, some good, some bad, but at the end of the day, I’m a coward. 

16. I try to be. I don’t like being on bad terms with anybody, really.

18. All the time. I’m doing it right now, to be honest.